drawings.
nomnoms.
i sang today haah and people made me all red and nervous. i'm so nervous
about my voice, especially when i'm singing solo. i know it's good but i
think i'm afraid at being at something

i have never felt so fucking dead on the inside and i can't help myself
this time

YOU BITCH. YOU BIG BITCH.

i need to replay last night in my head for my sake..but mostly mikeys
cause he forgot

my cousin and i go to the liquor store and buy absolut and a bunch of
smirnoff..come to find out we got ICE instead of VODKA. so we went back
and god 2 bottles of smirnoff vodka plus all the smirnoff ice fuckkk...
i get there and it's britt and juan already buzzed off of corona (which
is disgusttttinggg). we waited for hell and ever for mikey and ashley to
get there. so they finally came and i think we got right to drinking.
juan put a gross chip in my mouth then got it out haha he was trying to
be all sexy but it grossed me out cause i hate bbq chips.
i mixed my drinks with the absolut,smirnoff and cranberry juice it was
strong but good..it got me pretty buzzed not really enough so..ashley or
SMASHLEY became my shot buddy and we did like...6 or 7 shots of absolut
it fucked us uuup.
juan and britt were so fucked up. juan kept saying YOU BITCH every time
a drink was spilled even though it was his fault..nonetheless it was
great.
then joel and a bunch of his friends came. by that time we were all
drunk off our asses i couldn't stand up straight i fell
everywhereeee..and i think i sprain my arm:(
i remember a lot of making out and a lot of people woke up with
hickeys.
at one point i was literally soaked in drinks cause the floor was so wet
with shit and i got it spilled on me a million times
i finally barfed and it was gnarrrrrrrly!!
i still wanted more shots so i told britt to bring me and ash one but
she put water in it instead that biiiitch..
i fell asleep on the floor outside my friends door in a corner..then
woke up and crawled and fell asleep again on the floor next to the couch
at around 5ish

NOW. SATURDAY MORNING.
we all wake up at around 10 and so were all still kinda drunk..there are
bottles and cups everywhere..the absolut bottle is like..next to my head
and juan drinks the rest of it. mikey and juan start drinking all over
again and i'm like wtf dudeeee. they end up getting smashed AGAIN and
start making out while i'm laying down in juans bed they're legit on top
of me. so i leave and they stay in there...well lets just say we heard a
lot of moans and 'i wanna give you head so bad' PRICELESSSSSSSSS
then they got locked in..i have a video of juan screaming hahaha
holyshit

last night was a wreckkk..i've seen pictures and i don't remember any of
them.

and hahah omg my away messages were ridiculous i had no idea what i was
saying...
--elleinwonderland

LOVE HIM.

my flounderrrrrrrr<3
--elleinwonderland

todayy

hung with joe,mikey and lucky at the park.
got dollar menu salads which weren't half bad...
hit up walmart and target and got a bunch of new glasses and some new
eeeeeeearrings i'm so cheap..
xx
can't wait til friday!
--elleinwonderland

soulmates can go for about $11.99 if you're looking for a hangover.

one day everything is so easy and the next the world falls right into
your lap. and you're happy that something is happening but you can't
show it. it's all at once,so many different people feeling so many
different emotions. truth keeps you behind bars. one shot and it's over,
the world moves on and you're left with an empty lap. so many wrong
moves and one that could make you happy. understandable and yet
unattainable.

party until the lights go out,everyones home. sitting on the dance floor
with an empty bottle of jack. no one to tell secrets to until tomorrow
night and they will have forgotten all about the one they thought they
knew for five minutes.

i may be numb to love and need someone to reach inside of me and rip my
fucking heart out

i'll let you know when my lap is empty
--acertaingirlbythenameofelle

-- Elle<3

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-- Elle<3

etf 2.

-- Elle<3

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-- Elle<3