i stole so much shit today

i looked like shit today
people piss me off
i found out today people love to fuck me over
and then others wonder why i'm a selfish cunt..
i need someone to be there for me
someone who gives two fucks about where i end up
someone who listens..
in the mean time check out these shitty pictures featuring my fug mug..
joe faith my gramma and shane

jesus is an old son of a bitch

i'm not sure how i feel about christmas this year. all my life i've
remembered christmas as being the time where my family came together,
got drunk talked shit and ate amazing food. for the past few years it's
been shit shit and more shit. and since i believe christmas is all about
family, i'm just not excited for it anymore. i've spent the last few
alone and i've sucked it up.

i want this christmas to be different. my brother wants me to stay at my
moms for christmas eve but i dont know if i want to yet. i'll spend time
with them christmas day for sure. maybe even my aunts but i doubt it.
then i'm going to mikeys because i love his fam and they love me. i kind
of feel apart of it haha. i'll spend some of my christmas there then end
up coming home and sharing leftovers with my gramma. who knows what
gifts i'll get if i even get them. if i could have anything for
christmas..itd probably be a car. i'm so materialistic. hehe

i want to see a girl on christmas.

is winter over yet

shittiest day of my entire fucking life. fuck you i just dont give a
fuck anymore stick with your fucking death sentence stupid bitch

the past two days. yes i wore the same shirt..
friday was spent with joe bre and mikey. got starbucks and watched wall
e (dumbest movie ever.) joe and bre got stuck in the abyss of his bed
while in the midst of cuddling while mikey and i suffered the biggest
sugar high.
today i hung out with juan (my new love) and britt. we did some cleaning
in their new apartment which is the cutest apartment ever. i plan to
visit a lot! it was pretty chill. things happened.. lets just say juan's
myspace says 'two girls made out in my closet, how many guys can say
that?'
-- elle

uhhhh..

why are people creepy
-- elle

i found my heart in you.

today was one of the busiest days ever. i've been awake since 6am and
i'm just now getting to relax blaaah it sucks. i'm going to bed in about
an hour for some good, well deserved rest. tomorrow is friday FINALLY!
i'm going to hang out with joe mikey and bre for sure. maybe a few other
people, who knows with us.
saturday i have to get up early and around 1 juan is coming to pick me
up and i'm going to his and britts apartment. the last time i saw britt
was probably over a month ago. i'm so so excited to see her again.
aanyway! i just wrote the most insane story about my utopia haha. i
deserve to be in a mental institution..
ps i got new silver hoops wwwwwweeeeeee
xoxoxoxo
-- elle

more pics...

-- elle

fuck a mixtape just get me a diamond.

today almost sucked major dick if it wasn't for these four dudes.
after BAMC's band practice joe picked me up..then vic then mikey. went
to the store..mikey and i stole a bunch of chocolate. bought some egg
rolls and went to joes.
i havent laughed that hard in a while..
gummy worm fights
victor trying to straddle mikey
gay boy massages
who gives and who takes
cuddling with mikey and joe
mikey and i broke the bed..it'll be on youtube soon
victors oli sykes queer impression ruled all. i love my friends and miss
them.
this weekend.. it's time to sleep.
-- elle