once you detach your strings and live carelessly, you're free. to find yourself.. to find your self purpose in another, in a heart or a soul. or find a cure, a remedy to continue.
i know i am the envy of those lost and confused, worried and alone. i sympathize with the hopeless.
because sometimes, there is no home and there never will be.
i have found a home in myself and it's not alone as i thought it would be.
i need to slow down but i keep wanting to speed..i'll listen to my instict for now and keep going at this fast pace. i know if i get ahead of myself, these people will slow me down.
i spent the morning looking around for this supposed new skate shop. no luck, i was royaly bummed.
instead i ended up blowing half of my money on makeup. come to find out, it was worth the money. everyone loves it.
bought a bunch of food for the house. lots of bananas, strawberries and strawberry cheesecake yogurt<3 to fucking die for! my "boyfriend" was there haha don't ask.. such a creeper.
spent the rest of the morning listening to jackie. she's a riot, and really really weird.
from there i went to estefs and victors, who i hadn't seen in so long! watched a little of charlie bartlett which was so fucking good. (tomorrow we need to finish it, bitches!)
saw joeybear!!
lisandra came over to cut victors hair, i ended up helping and we cut it way short hahah like at least six fucking inches gone. but it looks good. she's so fucking adorable!
the rest of the night was ace.. starbucks wall of dopeshit, random kids hardcore dancing in the street, victor's insanity and footsies!! hopefully more of all of this tomorrow.
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you're cute and i am happy that you're content with yourself. i hope nothing but good things come to you
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