cryptics and updates and shit of that sort

how can one be lost and yet completely found? i've come to realize we
are all made up of these various fractions and our soul mission in life
is to balance these scattered pieces of ourselves. i've placed some of
them together but there are a few more that need to be taken care of.
i'm just not sure where they belong right now.

i'm slowly building my writing portfolio, it's not even nearly as nice
as i'd like it to be. i interviewed ashley costello from new years day
and she is the sweetest ever,i've always loved her. she told me i'm
better than AP at this interviewing thing eeeeeeee..she's great. i'm
adding that to my portfolio definitely and possibly posting it in a
webzine somewhere,maybe? i know she wants it to be read so hopefully i
can do that for her.

saturday is etf and i can't waitttttttt! last time i saw them was in
november and it's been way too long. i'm really stoked on that.

my birth certificate is on it's way to me as we speak, ID and partying
soon yesyesyes

i have a job..kind of. i don't start until summer but it's at the all
glorious subway!!!! i'm going to save up for a car and for
school..speaking of school..

BEST NEWS YET.......
tammy ellens from specs howard called me today. she told me she's talked
to my counselor and i set up an appointment to visit wednesday of next
week. i'm really fucking happy, this is my one and only school i want to
go to so if i get in i'd die a happy fucking woman. i seriously cannot
wait for next week! not only that but my friend ashley works at a radio
station and can maybe get me an internship zxdsfhjkxcjkdfzsjkxcfkdj DOES
ANYONE FUCKING GET THAT RADIO. IS. MY. DREAM. i'd be so..so happy... you
have no idea.

all of these are good..good things for me. 3 more months of high school
fuckity fuck fuck. i just want to be happy.:)
-- Elle<3