Sunday, July 12, 2009

medicinal shmedicinal

this rashlike disease
head to toe in insecurities
termites embarking on the inside
im alive when im alone
a work of art in shattered mirrors
hung under broken bulbs at midnight hours
liveliness sank its lancinating teeth into my limbs
wildfire ever since
eyes involuntarily aged..induced by medication
dissatisfaction and restless nights of indecision
is this battle against my racked mind worth the loss
numb tongue over the countless disappointment
and misdiagnosis
i hide under my sleeves so you can't ask me
inquiries that sound oh so familiar
I've got ten million answers and not enough strategy
fuck it, someone hand my dignity back to me, I've gotta start heading
home.
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